you know what I mean with 'You' in here.

I really need to re-arrange my life, it's been messed up since knowing you.

We are haunted

like thousand needles in my head

like a dagger stab my lungs

in this November rain,

I, the leaves, the wet solid

chairs, the place we used to have,

now it seem like utopia,

Unreal.

Smells of rain surrounding me

or is it smells of you?

make me calm, relax, satisfaction

let me take back my life

give me your sunshine, You Dear God.

This restless body,

this suffered face,

this weak fingers,

hanging by your thread.

Don't know where Iam

I need you right beside me.